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Stuckkk

First thing first, hayiii!  28 tuh..... terdengar sangat tuwir yh kalo diucapkan. Dan yang bikin gue resah adalah... gue merasa kalo soul gue tuh masih kayak kuliah gitu. Atau minimal baru lulus kuliah. -- Lagi seliweran di TL gue yang melabelkan Taylor Swift tuh masih stuck in highschool era and she is the oldest teenager. Terus gue kayak.... oh wow. Kita tuh gabisa mengekspreksikan apa yang kita rasain karena umur ya? Bahwa apa-apa yang kita mau tunjukkin ke dunia harus relevan dengan usia pada umumnya. Karena kalo engga? Artinya, lo masih stuck dan ga dewasa. Karena hal tersebut, gue jadi mikir berkali-kali kalau mau upload sesuatu di Instagram.... sesimpel mau upload lirik lagu aja, gw takut. Temen gue udah punya anak lagi bingung mau sekolahin di mana dan gue masih riweuh sama lirik lagu buat ngode.  -- Siang tadi pas jam istirahat, gue dan temen gue yang halangan makan bareng. Dia cerita kalau dia mellow di sahur pertamanya sebagai istri. Dia lagi halangan dan harus tete...

Back to the Red Era

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Red Era comes back to the town and brings back so many memories for me. Old hopes there, sadness there, madness there, but Fellas right here with me until this day. Isinya keterharuan gue sama Fellas.  Xoxo. Alert!! Banyak isakan dan lebih banyak curhat. Thx! Bisa dengerin dari klik gambar di atas atau dari sini juga bisa

There was You

4 pm on the early of cruel year We met after four years Separated by a busy life and ignored conversations You ordered something that you used to eat for breakfast After years, I found out it was not just your breakfast pick but your favorite I remember that day There was me in front of you My anxiety crept up all over my nerves It was hard to process-reflecting you who sat in front of me And you, the man who's lived in my head But there was you, grinned, laughed, and said that I didn't change I don't know. It was a joke or did you mean it? However, you caught me Could we go back to the time that you taught me the difference between flying and standing? Cause lately I don't know how to move and change Chiefly as fast as you Who move like a deer change like a monsoon After 6 hours of silence You took me home On our way, you wondered what true love is You said you never met But I thought you never try to see If only showed you what true love is as easy as showed you the w...