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Review Lebaran

Jujurrr lebaran tahun ini menyenangkan deh. Setelah 7 tahun absen lebaran di Ciledug karena always di Purwokerto dengan Mbah Putri. Sekarang, Mba Putri udah ngga ada dan lebaran dulu di Ciledug. Menyenangkan karena gue ga ngerasa kesepian. Lebaran di Ciledug rame banget terus pas di Purwokerto pun gue cuma 2 hari dan acaranya padet banget. Love it. Soal ditanyain kapan nikah juga engga ada.... doa dari tante dan pakde gue pun "sukses ya Flaa" UDAH GIVE UP kayanya. Heuheu. Eitssss, tapi pressure itu tentu belum hilang sepenuhnya. Pressure tersebut datang dari kedua orang tua aku:) Gue masih kekeuh banget lagi gue cuma mau nikah sama orang yang gue 'sreg'. Gue gamau ngerasain lagi perasaan yang ga setara. Gue gamau ngerasain hal yang sama kayak salah potong rambut di salon, maksain makan makanan yang salah pesen, atau nerima paket yang ternyata beda sama di foto. Setelah 10 tahun single, jatuh bangun patah hati sebegitunya masa gue ended up sama orang yang gak gue '...

Back to the Red Era

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Red Era comes back to the town and brings back so many memories for me. Old hopes there, sadness there, madness there, but Fellas right here with me until this day. Isinya keterharuan gue sama Fellas.  Xoxo. Alert!! Banyak isakan dan lebih banyak curhat. Thx! Bisa dengerin dari klik gambar di atas atau dari sini juga bisa

There was You

4 pm on the early of cruel year We met after four years Separated by a busy life and ignored conversations You ordered something that you used to eat for breakfast After years, I found out it was not just your breakfast pick but your favorite I remember that day There was me in front of you My anxiety crept up all over my nerves It was hard to process-reflecting you who sat in front of me And you, the man who's lived in my head But there was you, grinned, laughed, and said that I didn't change I don't know. It was a joke or did you mean it? However, you caught me Could we go back to the time that you taught me the difference between flying and standing? Cause lately I don't know how to move and change Chiefly as fast as you Who move like a deer change like a monsoon After 6 hours of silence You took me home On our way, you wondered what true love is You said you never met But I thought you never try to see If only showed you what true love is as easy as showed you the w...