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"I'm grateful that I didn't do it" list

I'm grateful that: I didn't call him to tell him that it's always been him. I didn't ask him about Singapore's must-go places. I didn't let my friends know about my yearning for him. I didn't give any effort to someone who just gave me breadcrumbs and confused me. I didn't ask him out (again) to avenge his 'kindness'. I'm so grateful because Allah always saves me again and again. He saved my dignity and guided me to control myself to give my purest heart only to someone who truly deserves it. Nb: this context refers to many subjects and sequences.
Selalu denial tiap ada yg bilang jadi kakak cewek itu berat. Karena gue ga ngerasa seberat itu.... MasyaAllah ternyata, di penghujung tahun ini ngerasain. Bismillah aja dl. 👍🙏
 "Hey, it's cool, no pressure here. You can leave anytime you want." But that night, he stays.
"It's beautifully tragic," that's what people would say. It is. But at least we did one thing right—we burned the bridges. Now we walk on different paths and different directions. It's heavy then, but lighter now.