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"I'm grateful that I didn't do it" list

I'm grateful that: I didn't call him to tell him that it's always been him. I didn't ask him about Singapore's must-go places. I didn't let my friends know about my yearning for him. I didn't give any effort to someone who just gave me breadcrumbs and confused me. I didn't ask him out (again) to avenge his 'kindness'. I'm so grateful because Allah always saves me again and again. He saved my dignity and guided me to control myself to give my purest heart only to someone who truly deserves it. Nb: this context refers to many subjects and sequences.

Rayuan Pulau Tunda

Dari aku yang pantang give up Tapi enggan untuk follow up Makin hari, aku semakin delusional Tapi gak apa soalnya kamu fenomenal Ibarat sepuluh checklist kriteria  Ada kamu yang menuhin semua Sejujurnya, aku takut nanti patah hati  Tapi bukannya "fake it till you make it"? Biar kamu ga reply dan ga liat story Aku tetap tegar berdoa sendiri Sekali saja kamu mengrimkanku pesan Aku pasti "AAA" soalnya kegirangan Ini bukan pantun atau syair Ya siapa tau kamu mampir?
I lost you and I lost The Great War. It's terrible that I found myself more desperate to losing you than losing The Great War. You are the hope that I wait, the hope that never come, or it just hasn't yet?