Stuckkk

First thing first, hayiii!  28 tuh..... terdengar sangat tuwir yh kalo diucapkan. Dan yang bikin gue resah adalah... gue merasa kalo soul gue tuh masih kayak kuliah gitu. Atau minimal baru lulus kuliah. -- Lagi seliweran di TL gue yang melabelkan Taylor Swift tuh masih stuck in highschool era and she is the oldest teenager. Terus gue kayak.... oh wow. Kita tuh gabisa mengekspreksikan apa yang kita rasain karena umur ya? Bahwa apa-apa yang kita mau tunjukkin ke dunia harus relevan dengan usia pada umumnya. Karena kalo engga? Artinya, lo masih stuck dan ga dewasa. Karena hal tersebut, gue jadi mikir berkali-kali kalau mau upload sesuatu di Instagram.... sesimpel mau upload lirik lagu aja, gw takut. Temen gue udah punya anak lagi bingung mau sekolahin di mana dan gue masih riweuh sama lirik lagu buat ngode.  -- Siang tadi pas jam istirahat, gue dan temen gue yang halangan makan bareng. Dia cerita kalau dia mellow di sahur pertamanya sebagai istri. Dia lagi halangan dan harus tete...

Questions

How does it feel to be in love and loved?
No trust issues, just mature love
Because for me, it's like guessing the shape of someone I've never met

They all hurt me, and I hurt them
It's like a never-ending game
I won't blame anyone
It's just a wound that hasn't healed yet and the right time hasn't come yet

Did I skip a chapter?
Or a page?
Have I just not found the right book
Or have I come to the wrong library?

They said that I didn't leave the door open
But who did they mean it to come over?
Boys only choose to play
While I prepare the house to stay

I wish the time would mend this mess
A man who is making up the rest
Taking my hand and wrecking my plan
Made my black and white into a daylight

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