Review Lebaran

Jujurrr lebaran tahun ini menyenangkan deh. Setelah 7 tahun absen lebaran di Ciledug karena always di Purwokerto dengan Mbah Putri. Sekarang, Mba Putri udah ngga ada dan lebaran dulu di Ciledug. Menyenangkan karena gue ga ngerasa kesepian. Lebaran di Ciledug rame banget terus pas di Purwokerto pun gue cuma 2 hari dan acaranya padet banget. Love it. Soal ditanyain kapan nikah juga engga ada.... doa dari tante dan pakde gue pun "sukses ya Flaa" UDAH GIVE UP kayanya. Heuheu. Eitssss, tapi pressure itu tentu belum hilang sepenuhnya. Pressure tersebut datang dari kedua orang tua aku:) Gue masih kekeuh banget lagi gue cuma mau nikah sama orang yang gue 'sreg'. Gue gamau ngerasain lagi perasaan yang ga setara. Gue gamau ngerasain hal yang sama kayak salah potong rambut di salon, maksain makan makanan yang salah pesen, atau nerima paket yang ternyata beda sama di foto. Setelah 10 tahun single, jatuh bangun patah hati sebegitunya masa gue ended up sama orang yang gak gue '...

Questions

How does it feel to be in love and loved?
No trust issues, just mature love
Because for me, it's like guessing the shape of someone I've never met

They all hurt me, and I hurt them
It's like a never-ending game
I won't blame anyone
It's just a wound that hasn't healed yet and the right time hasn't come yet

Did I skip a chapter?
Or a page?
Have I just not found the right book
Or have I come to the wrong library?

They said that I didn't leave the door open
But who did they mean it to come over?
Boys only choose to play
While I prepare the house to stay

I wish the time would mend this mess
A man who is making up the rest
Taking my hand and wrecking my plan
Made my black and white into a daylight

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