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Stuckkk

First thing first, hayiii!  28 tuh..... terdengar sangat tuwir yh kalo diucapkan. Dan yang bikin gue resah adalah... gue merasa kalo soul gue tuh masih kayak kuliah gitu. Atau minimal baru lulus kuliah. -- Lagi seliweran di TL gue yang melabelkan Taylor Swift tuh masih stuck in highschool era and she is the oldest teenager. Terus gue kayak.... oh wow. Kita tuh gabisa mengekspreksikan apa yang kita rasain karena umur ya? Bahwa apa-apa yang kita mau tunjukkin ke dunia harus relevan dengan usia pada umumnya. Karena kalo engga? Artinya, lo masih stuck dan ga dewasa. Karena hal tersebut, gue jadi mikir berkali-kali kalau mau upload sesuatu di Instagram.... sesimpel mau upload lirik lagu aja, gw takut. Temen gue udah punya anak lagi bingung mau sekolahin di mana dan gue masih riweuh sama lirik lagu buat ngode.  -- Siang tadi pas jam istirahat, gue dan temen gue yang halangan makan bareng. Dia cerita kalau dia mellow di sahur pertamanya sebagai istri. Dia lagi halangan dan harus tete...

Lesson Learned Tahun 2021

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I t's a wraaappp!! Sebetulnya, 2021 ngga yang spesial-spesial banget sih kayak 2020. HAHA. Meski begitu, lesson overview dari 2021 ini tentu saja ada. 2020 mengajarkan gue untuk banyak-banyak bersyukur, sedangkan 2021 lebih mengajarkan gue untuk banyak-banyak ikhlas. It's like everything that I got in 2020 is what I have to live with, yet also lost in 2021.  Live 1. Occupation Gue mendapatkan pekerjaan di 2020 akhir. Kemudian seisi tahun 2021, I have to live with it. Suka duka kerja yang bener-bener harus gue telen. Suka yang mana dapet pengalaman kerja, gaji-nabung, jajan pakai uang sendiri. Tapi duka  juga karena belum sempet ketemu nenek di Purwokerto. Bisa dibilang: seumur-umur 23 tahun gue ada di dunia ini, baru tahun 2021 yang gue sama sekali ga ke Purwokerto dan ketemu nenek. I feel so bad, I just wish that she and I are doing well and have a time to meet again. Sial. Gue nangis mengetiknya. 2. Books Gue mencoba untuk mencintai buku kembali di tahun 2020. Di awal tahu...

Simple Love

Our story began when I was sitting in the back seat of the car One of your best mates gave your greetings to me It's strange because I knew you were the trouble on your last date Still, my smile brightly radiated after that day We were only one block away But we almost didn't make any talk When it does, you take the whole electricity in this town It's entirely similar to your "my life was dark without you" pick-up line, isn't it? Love songs played from this old site They all knew it was made from our steps  Talking with you on the internet every day after school Guessing the shape from a few lines every weekend  How could that's love can be so fun with you? And you showed me strawberry swing chalk video Of course, Viva la Vida too, "Who are they?" "hell ya, just hear the drum." We didn't know where we were going to We were too young to know At least I know that love isn't always about promises Just being together is easier yet d...

Fla's Night Skincare Routine

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