His chapter has ended. I am clean, yet his gaze haunts me in my favorite movies and shows. Living without him is easy, but those eyes compel me to close my own. Those eyes used to interrogate me and make my heart race. It is not love and never was—it is obsession. It is an obsession with how the red string was supposed to draw us closer, but now it tears us apart. 

Jika memang dia bisa untukku

Sini, dekat dan dekatlah

Dan jika dia memang bukan untukku

Tolong, reda dan redalah

Reda dan redalah

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atau mendekatlah.

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