Back off

I woke up this morning with my heart full of hope.

I made my last call, but he didn't pick up.

Drowning, I didn't know how to cry.

But I'm aware the waiting was too long.

This is the right time to back off.

Too broken that I can't stand to start my day.

Should I lie to come late?

Then He poured the heavy rain,

So I have time to breathe, to heal.

He knows that I'm not ready yet,

But He always guides me.